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Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
The Journey of Our Relationships
I really need some air and space to think things over. Last night when my “mine” told me that he is about to leave for abroad, I was really shocked. He told me straight to my face. At first, I really don’t mind it all because I assured myself that he can’t do such thing, but later on as we went home, he seriously said it all over again.
He told me that it is for our own good, that he wanted all the best for us. Who asked him anyway? I decided not to talk. I gave him enough time to tell me why he should leave me if he can’t afford to see me alone.. The moment we got home, he told me to face him. I did, I’ve seen how serious he was that time. That was the time that my tears fall. I really can’t help it. It was like raindrops keep falling. I can’t even stop it. He said that why should I cry? Why we should cry? As I look back at him, I saw him crying too. We both were crying. He said “this is not easy for me, but this is the only way that I can do for our future. Please understand, I don’t want you to regret later on because you married a guy jobless”. I answered: “You know that I don’t like long distance relationship, if you will leave me, can I ask my freedom?” Even if it hurts me a lot, I took courage to say those lines.. He then hugs me tight, and said: “I am doing this not only for myself, but for you also. I want you to proudly say that “that’s him, my life”. I want you to be proud of me..
Maybe we should give ourselves space and time to think it. I really don’t want him to go, but if it is God’s will, be it!
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