Thursday, November 25, 2010

Wrong Judgment


They did the wrong judgment, cruelty strikes!

It started with just a piece of words.. I really don’t know why a certain person did the back bite. We used to trust him because we think that he’ll fight for us. We think that he is on our side, but only to found out he was totally nothing, and fool. We feel pity on him actually.
I am writing this blog because I want to share to you what I feel when I hear hurtful words from a friend. I really want to shout, and talk to the person concerned why they are like that. They don’t get what we are trying to imply. We are not after to the cake, we are after to give him importance. We don’t want him to feel that he is neglected or that we don’t care on his special day. That’s the only thing that we want “the hell we care about the cake”…

One says: grow up! I want to say to the person who said it: Go and grow up! My heart is bleeding, my mind is aching. I want to talk to the people involved to clarify things,  I don’t want to hear any bad things regarding us, my friends because from the very beginning we initiated it. We started it! How could they think that we are just after with a piece of cake? Silly!

I was really hurt.. We are hurt!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

My Mine

 This is my mine..










 I really felt loved when I am with him..





Run-away Maid of Honor

November 20,2010 (My sister's wedding)


I really can't forgive myself from hurting her.. I ran away from her wedding, I couldn't bare the pain anymore. It started as I wasn't able to walk down the aisle because I was late. The wedding went on, and me and my friends were taking photos outside. Nobody calls us to get inside, until...

Aunt said: Come inside, you need to be there to complete the "abays".. I answered with tears: You need me now to take photos? No one bothers to call me to get inside the church? Right after that, I walked out. I can't believe it will happen, I really was shocked.


I was with my friend that day, and time. I did not attend to her reception. I know it's the greatest mistake I did in my life, but I was just being true to myself.

I know that I owe a sorry to my sister.. I really am sorry, from the bottom of my heart.. I know time will come that both her and I can patch things up..

Ofismates Escapade

 It started with the so called "award" when we get the highest client's rate.. We writers team got it, so we're here at ILIGAN.. I am with my office mates.. To begin with, this my love vanilou.. We hang out together, cry and laugh together. Whenever she has problems, I am always here to be with her side, and so she did.

 This is love janj.. Everybody calls her as religious, because certainly she is.. I really love this girl, she is very strong woman, and always optimistic..

The one who is the last is love amore, and next to her is part nessy.. These are mah fellas.., and we did rock at ILIGAN..

ILIGAN ESCAPADE



Are you ready to have fun? During our escapade at ILIGAN CITY, I can guarantee you that when you go there are Nature’s Park, you’ll experience what I experienced.. It was very fun. I really want to go back there as the staffs that assisted us were so kind, and down to earth. They were so funny, and help us to ease the “fear” feeling.

The trip was given to us WRITERS, but I don’t know what happened when some of the uninvited or not part of the plan were there.. Maybe there is one person who initiated it. I really don’t have any bad feeling to the person, it is just I really don’t like his presence. When he is around, I want to go to a certain place where I couldn’t see him.

Despite that bad ambience we were having during the trip, I could say that it is still a magic. I really want to experience it again. The ZIP.. ZIP.. ZIP.. thing!

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

A Piece of Advice

People are craving to have a partner who is not cheater, loves you truly and will never attempt to hurt you. Is that possible? Let us face the reality in this world that there is no such person who possessed Almighty’s attitudes. Even if a person loves you that much, still there is a time that he/she commits mistakes.

I am a woman who definitely is in love with my boyfriend. I did everything just to please him, without asking in return. At first, I am very confident that he’ll never hurt me, but one night I realized that even a person who is close to God can still commit mistakes. He cheated on me. I was really hurt. I couldn’t believe that he can do such infidelity. He asked me to give him a chance. I gave him that, and I hope that my decision is right.

No one is perfect, and all of us committed mistakes and will commit someday. The only key for you to overcome from the errors that your partner committed is that pray to up above; because he is the only one can give you peace of mind and give you enough strength to go along the way.

To all lovers out there, I hope you will treasure your partners and never intentionally commit mistakes.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

ThE mAN i LOvE

I really don’t know what’s going on my mind why I said YES to him. I don’t love him nor like him in any way. I was just curious of him. When I first noticed the guy, he was so quite. I want to know him more. That night when he courted me I was really shocked because I told to myself that if this man will court me I’ll never give him a chance, but when he courted me, there was a little voice lingering on my mind to give him a chance. I said yes the night I was guilty. To be frank, he never courted me like many guys out there who give chocolates and stuff toys. He was so plain and “nothing special about him”. Later on, I am starting to fall for him. I really don’t know why, it just happened. I love him, I love him and I love him… I am happy having him.

Sometimes, I wish I never gave him the chance to be part of my life especially when he attempted to cheat on me. That night when I have found out his infidelity, I wanted to shout, I wanted to point my finger on him and tell him how dare he is. As far as I remember I didn’t cheat nor attempted to cheat him. How could he hurt me that way? I cried that night and told him how bad he was. He kept on asking forgiveness until now. I can’t move on that easily because the man concerned is I truly love. I wanted to move on, get myself back, but each time I attempt to do that my heart is torn into pieces. I can’t go on with my life if he is not with me. I wish I could do that in time, in the right time.